Today, December 2, is the feast of St. Porphyrios of Kafsokalivia whom I can quite honestly say I love. Although I never met him during his lifetime, when I read his words, I immediately feel close to his heart. Perhaps it is because we are both in love with the same One.
Although I am late in doing so, I wanted to post a little something in praise of the One we love for his feast day. Because he famously penned the words, “Whoever wants to become a Christian must first become a poet”, I could not help but ask God if I might have a little poem for the occasion.
Until just now, as I was about to post the poem, I had not remembered exactly these words that follow the well-known quote: “That’s what it is! You must suffer. You must love and suffer – suffer for the one you love. Love makes effort for the loved one.” (p. 107) And so it is…
(now for the poem God provided:)
pierced,
stab of sorrow,
pounding nails,
o heart of mercy –
i will never be the same.
i never want to be the same –
only to bleed love
for the wounds
that are your anguish.
“take me,
take me –
i cannot remain outside!”
the pain is all i have
to give, o heart,
and so i give,
i give –
i give it all
(until i am no more)
…
o mercy,
my endless mercy,
lost in your love.
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I have also recorded for you a brief excerpt from the writings of St. Porphyrios, as found in the book, Wounded by Love, pp. 126-127.